February 15, 2005

• I'm in a strange mood. Shuffling through itunes slightly bored but with plenty to do . . .

  "Kaye, are you even real? Do you think we'll ever figure it out, I'm running out of hope. Say anything you feel- Maybe you can do it for the both of us . . . It's hard enough to breathe right here, let alone be right here . . . It's hard enough trying to be strong right now. I try to be wrong right now. I try to be anything that doesn't drive her away." ~Jupiter Sunrise (Kaye)

  "Well, I'll wait till you listen, I wont say a word. To follow your instincts just never worked for me. Your silent but strong, (yeah, I'm playing that card), and your noticing nothing again . . . Now I'm lying on the table with everything you said. It will all catch up eventually; well, it caught up and honestly, the weight of my decisions were impossible to hold." ~Taking Back Sunday (This Photograph is Proof)

  "Sleeping through the evening/Singing dreams inside my head/I'm heading out/I've got some ends who say they care/And they just might . . . I spit and stutter stuff and clutter/Worries in my worried corner/Maladjusted/Just untrusted/Rusted/Sometimes brilliant trusted thoughts/Think ill stay for a while/I'm intrigued and I'm/Red as a newborn white as a corpse" ~Eve 6 (Promise)

  "At Cavanaugh Park, where I used to sit all alone in the dark and dream about things that I cannot say, you always said denstiny would blow me away. And nothing's gonna blow me away" ~ Something Corporate (Cavanaugh Park)

  "And that's why I'm wondering why you had to tell me what's going on in your head what's wrong. Come around to another time when you don't have to run, and when she says she wants somebody else, I hope you know she doesn't mean you. And when she breaks down and makes a sound, you never hear her the way that I do, and when she says she wants someone to love, I hope you know she doesn't mean you. And when she breaks down and lets you down, I hope you know she doesn't mean you, yeah. No, no" ~Howie Day (She Says)

  "So where's my spine, when it's time to give an obvious and simple reason why I won't ride again? What do you see when you look at me? Do you take me for a fool?" ~The Starting Line (This Ride)

  "The hand on my clock strikes two in times when I got the best of you. We made promises we couldn't keep, and every night we couldn't sleep, I didn't know why, but didn't ask questions because it was the first time in my life, yeah the first time in my life where I, did something right. I set myself up for the greatest fall of all time" ~Matchbook Romance (The Greatest Fall)

  I hate lyrics because I love them and am a compulsive lyric looker upper and some times the lyrics disappoint me, like when I found out the song that I love by Ben Folds Five called Brick is about an abortion. It is still a beautiful song, and granted, it doesn't romanticize at all the abortion, but still. I just wish we didn't do things like abortions . . . I am a huge supporter of the adoption program.

  On another tangent- my parents sent me cookies and a present yesterday! I love my parents and they love me ::smiles:: I love getting packages- it sure made my night!

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